wah... i shall update abt the co concert
so aft practising till very late everydae
the SACO concert is finally over and it is a sucessful wan!!!
though we might be unprepared, tired, have alot of mistakes
quarrel till siaoz... bu shuang da di
but in the end i am very glad this is my last time on stage
although i have nv been to stage for mani times
only for this 1yr and six mth
but i still rmb the first time on stage is for CNY06 concert
tt is my first time playing cello
and i onli learn for 1mth plus but i've gotta plae 3 songs
i am sooooooo frightened tt my heart really skip a beat
and i am so afraid tt i will plae the wrong thing
coz i got blisters plus stage fright
haha... over this 1.5yr i nv told anione i got stage fright
coz no one will believe me
but if u realise, i will have running nose
and thx to cosmetic my plae face not shown
i can feel my heart coming out and all the eyes staring at me

but this concert, though i admit i don felt prepared
but i enjoyed it
i enjoy the music we plae, the clap from the audience, our movement
i reallie love my jrs very much
my CO friends whom we have suffered and enjoy together
thx everyone for all the wonderful moment
these will all stay in my heart forever
i love my cello and i swear tt i will take cello class nxt time!!!!!!
i tink i will cry in the farewell party lorx
haha... i cry alot wan so ppl if i reallie cry don care me
i get emo easily de!!!!!

okok... i noe i kana scold my my family and friends for haven starting to study
i noe i onli got 2 weeks left
minus 1dae which is todae
i will try to motivate myself to study tmr de!!!
but truth to be said i dono how to make myself study
i tink tt is the worse part of me
i noe i can have good result if i work hard
but the problem with me is i dono how to work hard
it is a very difficult task for me
but no matter wad i muz work hard now lahx!!!!!!!!!

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11:31 pm